Following the Eye of the Storm

I started to cry,
Once more, for the fifth time that night,
And she held me,
And lifted me and looked me straight in the eye,
And asked me if I was cutting
I cried and cried and stained her sweater dark blue,
And she loved me,
And she comforted me

He stood in the lonely room,
And brooded over his own thoughts and feelings,
While the world continued its stormy path,
Leaving a trail of tears behind it,
And he is trying the follow the eye of the storm,
While the rest of us know it will end soon if we just let it pass by
I almost feel guilty for leaving him behind,
But he's a big boy, he will catch up on his own time.

Using Me

You're just using me in this silly game called LIFE
You just need the touch of soft skin,
And gentle hair as it tickles you sides,
And hands caressing you ever so sweetly

You just need a distraction
From your own impossible life
Just a few minutes of normality,
Of pleasure and of the release from the pain

I don't care that your using me,
Because I'm just using you too
And the best part?
You think you're getting away with it

Trying to Help You

I want to help you
You may not deserve it,
You may have rushed me,
Into giving something I did not want to give,
But I still want to help you.

You need to understand what is wrong with you,
You need to understand how much you love her
You can try to forget her all you want,
But you will never stop loving her
She gave you something she can never take back.

I gave you something too.
It wasn't as important but I let you closer than anyone else,
I let you in me
I let you feel me
I let you caress and touch me

And you let me hold you right back
Because I had given you more than anyone else before

You can deny it all you want,
But you love her
And I cannot explain it to you,
Only you can figure that out,
Just like I had to

And maybe, one day, you will forget,
And I will be here