I Miss.....

I'm lost without you,
I can't believe how long it's been,
Since I've felt you lips on mine,
Since I've held your hand
Since you've loved me back.
I miss those walks on the beach,
Those perfect moments,
Where everything felt warm,
When you listened to every word I said,
And clung to every sentence
When you were always there,
Ready with a tissue and a shoulder
Then came that night

I felt high with anger
Though I didn't know it was anger then
I didn't think I would care
But you hurt me
You tore me apart,
Like an ancient torture device,
You ripped off my limbs
And left them for me to blindly find

You gave me no direction,
Or closure
Or answers
You left me without a guide
I was alone
You killed me
You abandoned me

Now that I've written this last bit,
I'm starting to forget who exactly I'm writing about.