Can't Sleep

I can't sleep tonight,
Because in my head,
It's finally all laid out,
And I can't sleep,
Knowing what I have to plan for

Outfit,
Hair,
Walking pattern,
Waking up,
Classes,
People,
Lunch,
Pick up,
Everything

In my head, it's all so finalized,
There is no more convincing,
There are no more decisions,
I am leaving
And all I ask for,
Is not to be forgotten

Tonight, I cannot sleep,
Because even after I have planned every little moment,
I can't plan to be remembered,
And that scares me more than anything